afifreak55

ok so im soooooooooooooo in the mood to draw and i hav some great ideas, but i just havnt gotten to draw them. T.T theres just no time anymore.....*sigh* sadness.

ok so i finally watched the vmas today.....and im so happy for lady gaga and 30 seconds to mars for winning!! yay!! i love lady gaga so much and i'll always b one of her little monsters. but i must say.....even tho i dont want to.....i like justin bieber....especially his song baby...ugh i cant believe myself....but hey hes canadian...and he needs attention. so hey i dont care. but last nights award were amazing cuz i said who would will and was right every time! i rule

i've been feeling quite down lately. and my friend said something today that didnt help. but shes right, i guess thats the part that hurts the most. i feel quite empty thinking about it right now. but now i want to draw something or write more of my story, but i cant seem to bring myself to do so. cuz i just dont hav any belief that i can do anything good enough.... damn life sux...